You know what? The way u behave now is totally nt like u. U have changed. I dont know whats going on, cos u jus wun say. U were a strong girl. u were brave. clever. perfect. Whats going on? why cant u jus say. sometimes u really make me think a lot. about the past and the present. issit really u in there? im losing touch of u. i really wish u will pour out ur heart one day. to me or to someone else. it will help. a lot. a strong girl like u should always face e reality. gt out of the box. u cant escape frm e reality. escapin wll onli make u weaker. continue to be e u frm e past. i dunno... e u now is totally nt the ______ i used to noe. pls. i beg u. be strong. dun escape. pour ur heart out. and continue to be the good old ______... the girl who used to be so brave and clever.

lotsa love,
xiuyan